Tuesday, August 30, 2011

The one with the wings

The turns were the best

Creating swirls with every move

Some stayed at the circumference

and some reached the very core



As the intensity increased

The smell engulfed the surroundings

Creating an aura of comfort

Musings of known and unknown



There was a sense of comfort

And a sense of pride

Complex emotions ran high

As the aura radiated warmth



Complexity mixed with newness

Familiarity along with adventure

Glistening rain drop on the green

the smell of the monsoon earth



I stare at you

And you stare at me

The aroma engulfes me

As I snuggle closer to my coffee

Sunday, June 19, 2011

In search of greener grass

As I sat and wondered about my favorite subject “Life” I momentarily paused at a thought. The thought being is how are we always craving to be on the other side, wondering if this were to happen how would it be and if my life were to be different in this aspect how would it be… I wonder about the other side of the grass! Would I be thinking the same if I were on that side. What is that ultimate level of contentment?




I ask myself is this feeling of dissatisfaction with all of us? Is it something which is necessary to drive us in our ambitions or lack of it? Is dissatisfaction not good as it limits our horizon displeasing us with our current surroundings? The big question is dissatisfaction a driver or a deterrent?

I look back at my life and see that I have always craved for that extra edge, craved for the wee bit more. Has it helped me where I am? I would think it has, the dissatisfaction pushes me to do more things and be adventurous however, it can also be a nasty devil and really make me dislike the present.

Where does one draw the line in one’s mind? I keep wondering “ Is the other side of the grass greener or just different”?!?

Of being alive

Do you believe


Of Fairies n angels..

In this unreal world..

Do u believe

In Magical moments

In moments of love and passion

In glimpses of life and living

Feeling alive and lost together

Being in heaven and hell at once

This is your only chance

Do you believe

Try and relive

Your fairy moment

Its truly god sent

Your magical fairytale

Will always be with u

The fairy glides on…

And leaves sparkles of memories

And takes with it the hope of the future

I believe in this unreal magical world

I feel alive..

Do you?







The blessed sutra

The sutra blesses


For the union of all senses

Passion, desire, warmth of thine

Flow through one’s body like wine

The kama of the union bells

Like a body and its shadow dwells

Divine nature its glory it sends

To journey the search for an ethereal end

Wednesday, June 15, 2011

Reflections

The clouds engulf the rays
Sunshine peers through
Creating ribbons of dark
and patches of light

The pattern stretches on
with the rippling effect
and soon there are miles
of dark and bright

As the canvas explodes
each patch tells a story
of yesterday and today
of within and without

The blue below
reflects the same
playing its role to perfection
echoing the vastness

The greens bow
with reinforced faith
as they absorb the pattern
and reflect with glory

I stand mesmerized
as nature beckons me
to join the chain
and cast the spell

As I become them
and they become me
I realise the patterns
are just reflections of me 

Wednesday, June 1, 2011

Identity





It was just another day

She sat tapping her fingers

Waiting for her coffee

Smiling to herself



There was a thrill in the air

A spring in her step

A mysterious smile

There was glee



The coffee arrived

Hazelnut cold coffee

With a dash of whipped cream

Sparkling and bold



She sipped patiently

The chill of the coffee

Matched her thrill

Lifting her spirit even higher



Today was a day of reckoning

The day she broke all shackles

Of norms and bondage

Today she had to resurface afresh



Lived on the edge too long

It was her debut today

Performing at the lido show

Today he would finally become she

Monday, August 30, 2010

A moment for nature

“Travelling is all about adventure”, someone said!




Those were my thoughts as I stared awe struck at the pine wood forest slowly engulfing the hills. It was quite mesmerizing as the clouds weaved a pattern around the pine and the cold wind stung my face. I rubbed my hands gleefully and sighed.



It was a crazy beginning. I had planned this outing for days. I was to kidnap my husband and take him on this surprise trip for his birthday. The plan was evolved with meticulous detailing including how we were to go, the things to be taken, packing, speaking with my husband’s boss for his leave of absence, the bookings everything. The car was already stocked up and by late evening, I gave an Oscar winning performance on waning to go for a drive to get ice creams. After a lot of cajoling my husband gave in and off we went. With fingers crossed and my seams bursting with keeping the secret we started the drive. After almost an hour with me looking out for the “right” ice cream parlor, I broke the news. I can never forget his face when I revealed the secret, I so wished I had a picture of that moment. The surprise , the disbelief, the happiness and the finally the excitement all flashed on his face.



We were off to a place called Rampur, in the hills of the Uttaranchal, north of New Delhi, India. After the excitement subsided and the overnight journey in the car, the first sight of the hills was just awesome. It felt like the hills were beckoning us and the cool wind was a respite from the sizzling summers of New Delhi. We were to stay in a rented cottage for 3 nights. It was a cute little cottage perched on top of a hill with a breathtaking view. There really was no agenda but for cooking, eating, sleeping, going for walks and enjoying nature.



I am a restless sort always wondering what to do next so the first day went in a furry of just settling down. The moment which defined the trip and for which I write of occurred the next evening. We had eaten a quiet dinner in a restaurant and were back to our cosy cottage. My husband had settled in with a book and his I pod. I decided to go to the terrace for a walk. The cottage had a terrace which was open to the sky. It had two comfortable seats and was filled with potted plants and flowers. I climbed up and sat on one of the seats wondering many things. As I sat and looked around, I realized it was pitch dark, the light on the terrace was not working. It was so silent that I could actually hear my own breath. After a while, I stared at the sky.



“Blue blistering barnacles………” Never had I seen such a sight. The dark night was lit up with gazillion stars sparkling, glistening and shining like glitter. It was remarkable and very unreal. It looked like someone had sprinkled glitter on the sky or a dark gown with sparkles stuck on them. It was breathtaking. I drew in a sharp breath and closed my eyes. It was an indescribable moment. A moment of solace and peace. The many things which were constantly on my mind, like most of us kind of eased away. My mind maybe for the first time in many years was blank. I just sat there for I don’t know how long enjoying the moment of solace. In this world of constant run against time, for money, for a living that moment redefined me. The simplicity of the moment, the brilliance of the stars, the pitch darkness of the sky, the eerie silence felt like it was there just for me. It wasn’t like seeing some wonder of the world or a monument or undertaking an adventure like what I believed all travel to be, it was just a simple moment which nature bestowed on me. I never knew that darkness could be so powerful and strong. That day evoked lot of feelings in me and made me realize the value of slowing down and of just time with myself. The moment really was a journey of self discovery and realization. Nature in its very simplest forms was breathtaking. It was my moment of discovery, my moment of truth and for that instant it was just about nature and me.

Marigold

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